Grew on me

Glasses. Edinburgh. 26.02.12

Grew on me

It wasn't over night.

It took days, weeks and months.

Every day you gained a bit more of my trust.

You made me open up to you, gently.

One day I let you in,

Then you grew on me.

You became a part of me,

I became yours and yours only.

No day was routine;

Nothing compared to being in your arms

Which made me cry from happiness.

I gave up myself to you;

I fell madly in love.

Then you left

Without letting me out of your heart

Or leaving mine;

Hoping we'd grow apart.

You never created an empty space.

To day, still, you are in me.

Only pain, only pain is what I have;

I know because you taught me.

I miss you, think of you from time to time.

I imagine of getting back into you

Or letting you out of me, forever.

Who knows which will happen first.

One thing I know: Life is not a fantasy.

No day is routine;

Nothing lasts forever;

And anything can happen,

Back to back, simultaneously or even

Never ever.

Beril 02/03/14